my own sweat and tea.
This hurts. I miss you.
God of Wonders.
I need to stop fearing people, and start fearing the Lord. Time to read my bible before I go to sleep. Time to start keeping a journal. Time to pray out loud. Time to start changing my appearance. Time to start putting my all in everything I do. And most of all, time to start trusting God with everything I am.
Yeah, the friendship is inevitable, and that’s okay. It’s early and there are common grounds. You’re feelings, and his feelings, are inevitable. Stop overthinking everything, and just keep doing what you need to do. Crack open that bible, too, if you will. But make sure you take that pole out of your eye while you do. Tennessee dreaming, forever.
“Never underestimate The power of… He could bring me to my knees Though I never saw just what he sees I was callin’ out for him He never turned I was callin’ out for him I never learned” - The Pierces
The reasons that I can’t stay don’t have a thing to do with being in love.
I remember that day, and I remember being so angry that I didn’t even know what to do with myself. I realize that I still loved him then. I mean, I even resorted to Tell Me Baby and I reserve those soley for the worst of conflicts. I was screaming, I was throwing, I was crying. But, I realize that I still loved him then. And I remember when he asked me why I wouldn’t break up with him,...
Show me Your glory.
God, help me to acknowledge You in every aspect of my life. I need you, and I realize this now more than ever. I pray I never forget. God please help me create a righteous and christian life for Camden. I know you love me, and I know you love him. And I know you’re watching over us Lord. Help me draw closer to you. Please direct my future, I want to do nothing but what you have planned for...
An expression of thought. Just for tonight, darling. Let’s get lost.. Let me come closer. I’m not your chaperon. Is it true that I didn’t date him for two years for no reason? Do I only dwell on the well, only to be reminded of the not so swell? Lately I have a knack of rhyming, but my theory is that it’s because i’ve lost myself. And not the way i’d like...
Just write don’t fright it’ll be alright he’s drowning in his delight what a boy what an incompetent boy ahoy! let the ship set it’s sails sail to a new land, where the green grass grows and don’t lose faith in males.